I do feel so bad for him, so phenomenally talented, and yet fangirled to death largely by people who I think just don't get it, distracted by the fact that he's beautiful and forgetting how well he makes other things beautiful.

I'm still jealous you got to see him, even if you yawned your way through, and I really admire how respectfully you treated him in a mob of people who would've hidden your crassness/selfishness. I'm glad you're the only one who got eye contact. Way to earn it.

(That picture of him kind of breaks my heart. He looks, just ... haggard. I hope he doesn't regret doing "Who," having wanted to do it since he was a kid and doing such a good job since he's been there.)