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sab ([personal profile] sab) wrote2001-10-03 12:37 am

looks like there's no reply

already listless, sluggish, and the Paxil's giving me vertigo, and one of the things I liked most about myself was I was nuts on high metabolism and high energy, and I'd take all the insomnia back for that again, as long as the panic attacks go, so I'm thinking of adding Wellbutrin, they say that's good, oh, four in a thousand get seizures but that's okay, and fortunately, and I'm not being ironic, I believe in drugs.

worked a long day today, which is good, otherwise I'd've slept 48 hours through from Sunday. working a long day tomorrow, and then the girls here for Enterprise and WW. working a long day thursday, and two doctors' appointments and I have a list of questions already, I've been adding to it, and I haven't even gotten to the part where I breathe through my sleeve and today at Barnes & Noble I only went to the basement level because I thought I'd be safe from a nuclear blast there. working a long day friday.

But you know, she says, and the radio says what's it all worth anyway?, we get better. I'm already better.

but you know, she says, also, I really do think Boba Fett's in love with Han.
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drug thoughts

[identity profile] therealjae.livejournal.com 2001-10-03 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
Wellbutrin's okay. Iain's been on it since it came on the market, and no seizures yet. Fewer side effects than SSRIs, too.

- J

[identity profile] cazling.livejournal.com 2001-10-03 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
Wellbutrin. Yes. I took that the first week after 9/11 before I could get home and get my own doctor to prescribe me something. It worked much better than the Temazepam is doing. Makes you feel a bit floaty and dull-edged but it keeps the anxiety down.

Caz, seizure-free since 1981...
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[identity profile] coffeeandink.livejournal.com 2001-10-03 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
No seizures. No floaty feelings or dull edges, either, which is actually the reason I switched from Zoloft and Prozac, which both made me feel like I was wrapped in cotton, and Serezone and Celexa, which upped my heartrate, dilated my pupils, and made me manic and suicidal.

Which is to say, there seems to be a very, very wide range of reactions to any given antidepressant.

[identity profile] pene.livejournal.com 2001-10-03 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
don't think that what we like about you can ever be lost in all this. but it sucks for you having to re-establish for a while. having to learn what you are with different traits and virtues and things.

but you will. and there's you.

tonight, in the meantime, we'll all be there. we'll be adorable and safe cause of numbers and combined height and crunchy snacks and plenty of hands.

there's you and I love you.

i believe in drugs, too, somewhat...

[identity profile] mischa.livejournal.com 2001-10-03 10:47 am (UTC)(link)
to tell the truth, somewhat ironically and perhaps hypocritically, prescription drugs scare me. Why I stick to illicit drugs. :P

But, if it helps, cool. :) take care, girl, I love ya.

And I always thought Boba Fett was a girl, even when there were all those chicks in the special edition. masked girls, lesbianism, and han. mmm.

Got a j rollin over here for you. xoxo