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Nov. 1st, 2002 12:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sabbeen years since I've had a migraine like this. Complete with nausea and visuals and sound and light sensitivity. Utterly craptacular. Two Vicodin didn't touch it.
so I'm not at work, but after a series of (adorable, understanding, funny) e-mails with the boss, turns out my first official day is Monday and we get a do-over and a fresh week. So there, to all the naysayers, so there. :P
everything else is falling into place, slowly, delicately, with all that deliberate twelvestep twostepping, "tell me exactly what you mean, I don't want to misunderstand you, we need to be careful" and it's working, for the most part, or, at the very least, I feel loved again. RPR still deserves more from me, and my G too, but it's a start. SNK and JW next.
And out of one blurry eye, I did this again:
1. Are you a male or female?
I guess I'm just a bad seed
2. Describe yourself:
I've got the hundred-meter backpedal
I'm competing on an amateur level
With all the other college dropouts
3. How do they feel about you?
You think you got away with murder
But everyone knows how, and in which room
You think everyone's forgiven and forgotten
But they all remember you
4. How do you feel about yourself?
Terrified of waking up, terrified of dreaming
2 am, you're on the couch watching shows about airplanes
Avoiding your decisions with all your might
That's how they see you
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend?
You were crazy, you were so kind
The way you moved drove me straight out of my mind
6. What would you rather be doing?
We're waiting for this roll to rock and for this rock to roll
Pack our ammunition, say our goodbyes and go
We are searchin' for the tallest tale our grandma's ever told
We are waiting for this roll to rock and for this rock to roll
7. Describe where you live
Indian summer never ends
Smelled the snow on the wind just once
Sun came out again
It's unseasonably warm and I'm unseasonably mean
8. Describe how you love
I should have told you I am angry I am hurting I am angry
And I want to be alone
I should have told you I loved you more and more
Than I ever could admit to myself behind closed doors
9. Share a few words of wisdom?
We have something important to say
but they've got the trademark
And if you told me that nothing exists
I'd happily believe it
Tell them there's mercury in the water
We've all gone mad
so I'm not at work, but after a series of (adorable, understanding, funny) e-mails with the boss, turns out my first official day is Monday and we get a do-over and a fresh week. So there, to all the naysayers, so there. :P
everything else is falling into place, slowly, delicately, with all that deliberate twelvestep twostepping, "tell me exactly what you mean, I don't want to misunderstand you, we need to be careful" and it's working, for the most part, or, at the very least, I feel loved again. RPR still deserves more from me, and my G too, but it's a start. SNK and JW next.
And out of one blurry eye, I did this again:
1. Are you a male or female?
I guess I'm just a bad seed
2. Describe yourself:
I've got the hundred-meter backpedal
I'm competing on an amateur level
With all the other college dropouts
3. How do they feel about you?
You think you got away with murder
But everyone knows how, and in which room
You think everyone's forgiven and forgotten
But they all remember you
4. How do you feel about yourself?
Terrified of waking up, terrified of dreaming
2 am, you're on the couch watching shows about airplanes
Avoiding your decisions with all your might
That's how they see you
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend?
You were crazy, you were so kind
The way you moved drove me straight out of my mind
6. What would you rather be doing?
We're waiting for this roll to rock and for this rock to roll
Pack our ammunition, say our goodbyes and go
We are searchin' for the tallest tale our grandma's ever told
We are waiting for this roll to rock and for this rock to roll
7. Describe where you live
Indian summer never ends
Smelled the snow on the wind just once
Sun came out again
It's unseasonably warm and I'm unseasonably mean
8. Describe how you love
I should have told you I am angry I am hurting I am angry
And I want to be alone
I should have told you I loved you more and more
Than I ever could admit to myself behind closed doors
9. Share a few words of wisdom?
We have something important to say
but they've got the trademark
And if you told me that nothing exists
I'd happily believe it
Tell them there's mercury in the water
We've all gone mad
