Robin's in the metaphysical section

[sab]

ropo, the Bee Girl, when can we see you?

I think I left my phone at the video store. If it's not there tomorrow I'm going to be quite put out.

We didn't have internet for about a week. Did you miss us? Fistfight with Comcast later and here we are. And runpunkrun wrote an XF story and it's beautiful and so on, but that's for later.

Foremost: _maayan's coming! I was at MW's when she called and you shoulda seen me with the screaming and the running and the jumping on stuff, and MW saying "you don't have to shout, you're on a telephone, it's not like you're trying to get her to hear you across the Atlantic" but I didn't care and I shouted anyhow, because MAAYAN'S coming HERE to be with ME!

Second, I'm taking call-in advice on the following matter: what does one do when one's significant other decides that he hates one whenever one is not around? So one lives in a perpetual state of being hated most of the time? I want to make it better. What I need is a job.

what I need is a JOB.

And yes, there's the other thing, the thing that only ptpatricia knows and it'll stay that way, but anyway, I got a highly cute haircut.

It's 2 something and I need to go to sleep, but I want to finish beta for runpunk and it's hard to sleep when I'm being hated from five miles away.

On the other hand, Chiana and I are having fantastic sex.

I'm going to SF in October, but wearemany won't be there when I'm there. And I want to see her, Scarecrow, I think I miss you most of all.

The Man Who Cried is a terrible movie with an all-star cast. Oscar and Lucinda is a fantastic movie, and somehow I missed it the first time around, but it's okay, I got it now.

I don't expect MW to love me unconditionally. I'm in the unenviable position of loving him unconditionally. Conditions are frustrating things. But he took me to the ballgame twice this week, and we ate hotdogs and jeered at the pitchers, and so that's good enough, you know, for now, anyway.

qowf, call us, won't you? On PTP's phone, on the off chance mine never returns from the video store.

Comments

[pene.livejournal.com]

you can love unconditionally and there can still be things that are hard to deal with. or impossible. (I tend not to believe in unconditional love. because I love for who you are, I mean there are real live characteristics in that. but I do believe in love that is beyond anything else. and it's possible that he can.)

you are foiled, sweet, by your own charisma. because when you're away you're not there. and it's hard to feel the love.

but love is all about being generous in absence and presence and knowing the best and most beautiful. (which is probably to say that I didn't love you well, though I knew all the best. but that's an aside because this is him) he likely started this time with some dark parts of you in his head because it was 1999 and things were different and hard.

you are better than you think you are. (you are also worse than you think you are. it's true of everyone.) but you are better than you think, I thought.

hmmm. I get confused because of Maria.

xoxo

[iamsab.livejournal.com]

Yeah, thanks. We're working on it. It's just, you know, with the crying and the frustration. Then again, what else is new? *g*