drop a stone in the abyss

[sab]

Thanks to starkiller, though I don't believe a word of it. I got sorted into Slytherin, damnit!


Which HP Kid Are You?

additionally, I still haven't slept. Knocked off about 45 minutes about an hour ago. Woke up to the sound of water running, couldn't sleep again after that.

Then again, it's always like this, day after a new fandom. or often. I also got stuff done, and made phone calls, and made amends with my mother, and did some work for my father, and altogether played responsible, when what I was thinking was --

."You are the one who was. You are the one who is. And you are the one who will be."
."I love you." "I know."
."We will meet again."
."If you go to Z'Ha'Dum, you will die."
."You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen."
."Michael! I was gonna kick your butt for...something or other."
."There can always be new beginnings. Even for people like us."

I found this other list, the DarkB5fic list on y!groups, but it doesn't seem terrifically active either. I sent them a letter. maybe we'll combine our powers.

I need good B5 slash. I'd settle for mediocre B5 slash, and good B5 fic in general. I need to butt heads with people who are writing it.

I need to know why I'm obsessed with Lennier, and why I love Delenn so much, when she's everything I usually hate in a TV character. I need to find out what makes Ivanova tick. I need to channel, need to feel the love between the Anla'shok Na and the One.

I can't sleep, and it's not because I'm dreaming I'm in C&C naked, or because Ivanova's there with a Raven telling me I'm the hand. but it might as well be, you know? Sound of water dripping and a new fandom, a new OLD fandom -- you remember the feeling, I know -- and these new tiny people in my head.

that's all for now. I'll look around. it's gotta be out there.

Funding for this program was made possible by grants from the Anla-shok memorial fund.

Comments

[therealjae.livejournal.com]

See, Delenn is far more than the simpering empath-type. The same woman who made that heartwrenching "Look at my beautiful city in flames" speech in, um ... is it "Moments of Transition"? also said, in "Severed Dreams": "They are behind me. You are in front of me. If you value your lives, be somewhere else." She's damn tough, but that doesn't mean sacrificing a single ounce of feeling. How many other characters do you know like that?

Or, let me put it this way. I had no special love for Deanna Troi. Delenn, on the other hand, is my girl. Not even in the same league.

-J

[starkiller.livejournal.com]

I think I love you.

A B5 slash fan with a LJ?? *weep weep*

You totally rock.

A lot of funky B5 slash sites have disappeared or folded, which is incredibly annoying. I still re-read Elfin's stuff and Em Brunson's stuff as they rock my universe. I wanna be able to write as well as they do.

I've got some B5 slash on my site, but you've probably already read it. *G* Its at http://www.darksites.com/souls/pagan/starkiller/b5fic.html and there's a bit on my battlefields LJ http://www.livejournal.com/users/battlefields.

Erm...I'm also embarking on a looooooooong Sheridan/Garibaldi fic which has hints of Sinclair/Garibaldi.

[iamsab.livejournal.com]

That's how I felt when I found your page yesterday, babydoll!

Oooh, Sheridan/Garibaldi! ANd, yes, of course I've read Em Brunson's stuff. WHere do I find Elfin's? And I'm heading over to your page right now.

Which list are you on? I just joined the DarkB5fic list, but I'm trying to get everyone over to the Zocalo. yes?

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[starkiller.livejournal.com]

I'm on both the DarkB5 List and I subbed to yours, the Zocalo, yesterday. Elfin's stuff can be found at:
http://www.sundive.co.uk/babs.htm

I totally worship this woman's writing. She used to post quite a bit on the DarkB5 list but we've not heard from her for a while. She also beta'd a few things for me too.

I do have a rather intense B5 fic which isn't online b.c its going into a fanzine, if you want to read that?